LOVE - In misery of my innocence

Abstraction in my mind,
Words hard to find,
To describe the feeling in you,
Desperate in search for a clue,

Don’t know wat to say to satisfy,
No rational no logic could define my cry,
My tears are gelled up in my fortitude,
ur laughter burning up my solitude,

Loneliness i cannot feel,
with so much of love encircling me,
Loneliness I shall not question,
its ur thoughts that shall spiral my requiem,

Reasons are beyond my comprehension,
I give up and lay besides my dreams,
In hope that the sapped energy shall flow,
pour the sharpness out of me for u to know,

In doubt i shall never be,
its darkness cant imprison me,
Released but shackled by my own misery,
too naive I am to spot my treachery.

Too humbled by my idealism,
in shame of impinging realism,
I shall not pout a silent scream,
too easy to spot my fallen dream.

It’s hard i don’t know how to describe,
The feeling of love in my mind,
Hard to bring out feelings true,
The passing time shall bid it adieu.

Pure as they are and shall remain,
Entrenched in my mind,
Freedom I shall not claim
It has trapped me feelings so unreal.

Vision in me is deadened for all to c,
U changed the Perfect, now u all set to leave?
Love must u find by going through the grind?
All the time within reach, but treated Unkind.